I'VE FINALLY KNOWN THE IMPORTANCE OF FRIENDS ,

I'LL APPRECIATE THEM AS THE WAY THEY ARE .

AND ALSO ,

I'LL ENJOY AS MUCH AS I CAN TOGETHER WITH THEM .

HOPE ALL MY FRIENDS WILL BE WITH ME FOREVER .

AND ACCEPT THE WAY I AM TOO .

I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS ALOT ALOT ALOT !!!

SO BE HAPPY ALWAYS, FRIENDS !!

AND SMILE FROM YOUR HEARTS EVERYDAY TOO !

heyys, this will be a short post.
cos its like last minute de .
hah .
lata going out mah .
follow my mom go IMM .
lol .
though i noe its sian,
but then at least better than staying at home doing nothing .
=)
actually im not sad at all.
and i duno why lar .
maybe because i had expected it liao .
and i noe we can't be together cos of a lot of reasons lar.
so relax , im feeling alright .
i give my blessings to u n ur gf .
im really fine
don worry .
im letting u go now .
so fly to where u belong .
if u want me, im always open to u .
i won leave u alone in the lurch .

heyys friends !!

today is the last day of skool le .

i duno if i shld be happy or sad ley.

im happy cos holidays liao, den can slack at home n sleep longer mah .

den sad cos i can't see ah-hem liao and all my other good friends .

aiyo.. i really duno liao .

once i think of ah-hem ,

den i duno if i shld give ah-hem up ley.

i really duno !

im confused .

haiix..

i think i may give ah-hem up anytime ley .

i noe my love to ah-hem is just one-sided .

but i just love to just look at ah-hem .

i duno why .

i love ah-hem the way ah-hem is .

haiyo ..

i dun wanna think abt it liao ,

but ah-hem's face would surface up my mind .

and whenever i think of ah-hem ,

i would be happy?

lol .

kind of ba .

i noe im kinda stupid for not telling ah-hem my feelings ,

but i can't open my mouth to tell ah-hem abt it .

cos i noe ah-em will be shocked.

cos i noe ah-hem nv tot dat i would love ah-hem ma .

maybe i shld love lalala more ba .

LOL .

i seems to be toking crap lar.

hahha .

maybe lalala noe liao ley.

but like dun think so ley.

haiya ,

dun feel like thinking abt them liao la ,

i think friends are more important now lor.

cos they are the ones dat wld be together with u everyday until u graduate .

whereas , if hav bf liao ,

can break anytime de .

u duno ,

unless ur love for each other is very long until it lasts for the nxt few yrs .

aiya ,

i duno lar .

whatever .

xD

TUESDAY (:

had some celebration for all the ccas for all lvls except sec1s . haha .

actually tot it wld be so nice of the sch to hav tis celebration for us de .

but den it turns out like all the food had been taken and den the food like so hard to eat lor.

though i noe dey cant satisfy all our needs and all .

but at least hav better food lar .

i mean nicer food .

other than fried prawn yellow mee .

LOL .

den the fruit punch is like yucks lor .

it doesnt even taste like fruit punch lar .

duno why got alot ppl go n keep on filling up their cups .

haiya ,

overall is below our expectations lor .

all the long pants guys took a lot of the food lor .

den like no food liao .

lol xD.

den after dat,

got training .

wah my whole body aching .

its not totally becos of training lar ,

partly cause by the machines i tried on sat .

which made my arms n shoulders damn pain lar .

just by leaning backwards , alrdy pain liao lor.

den after training ,

need to sprint mah .

wah so damn pain sia my legs .

its like muscles ache liao lor .

walk also bai ka like dat .

aiyo .

but then now ,okays le ,

i mean i nv walk like bai ka la .

can walk properly liao la .

haha xD .

WEDNESDAY (:

got guitar training lor,

ernest came to see hw we play lor .

den i just learn the song .

cos monday we did a semi-finals in the hall?

ya..

and then cos i duno hw to play yet .

so i dun play but sing with wy .

den on stage ,

wy hold the microphone very near to her ,

den she sing damn loud lar .

so i just help her to sing a bit lar .

but cant really hear myself either .

i help her to pei yin .

sth like dat la .

but its really a failure and embarrassment to us ,

however, its a good experience for us .

LOL .

den wy so sao xing lor ,

went home .

den me , kf , wt, yt stayed back to practise guitar .

yt is like damn pro la.

den we were at the staircase .

haha .

very weird right ..

i noe .

but its cool okays .

we are not some secret grps k !

den ard 4pm ,went back lor .

TODAY (:

last day of skool as i hav said earlier .

LOL .

den we played taiti in class

cos very bored mah .

lol .

aiya anyway got a lot of ppl also play ma .

hahaha xD.

so no harm lar .

den like dat lor .

we keep playing and playing .

den i almost all the rounds win .

yayyy !

haha .

den after sch ,

we also went to play .

LOL .

but tis time only sometimes i win .

but its still fun de lor.

cos got 1 time ,

me n wt so concidence la .

she has double 5s,

den i hav double 6s,

den cos the others passed.

den she put double 7s,

hahaa .

den i put double 8s .

LOL right?

so funny sia .

xD

den after the parents' meeting for yt n kf ,

we went to lot 1

cos yt, kf, and tri wanna eat lunch .

den me n wt accompany them lor .

den we walked ard n ard.

they wanted to find shuai ge .

LOL .

but only a few only?

lol.

cck guy .

not really shuai la.

but yt say he shortie .

haha .

den at lot 1

when we went to popular , and library

wt walked passed the door thingy,

den always di-di-di .

LOL .

den we shocked dao ..

haha .

we dint even touch anything lor.

den wt walk pass ts ,

also same thing happen .

comic connection ,

also same thing .

den the salesperson say

maybe got some cds or sth den the sensor will beep de .

den wt really hav cds

those are songs for the pod-casting de la.

den like chey ..

haha .

den at library ,

saw my junior venus !

LOL .

she wanted to go home with me .

cos we can take the same bus .

haha .

she very good sia .

cos she haven eat lunch yet .

den she went to buy sweet talk n some taiwan food .

den she treated me n wt the taiwan rou .

lol .

its nice la, just dat its a bit too hot for me .

LOL .

den on the bus ,she also feed me with the rou .

haha .

we like couples like dat .

lol.

den she also let me drink the milk tea.

kinda nice with the rou lor .

haha .

okays lar ,

post a lot liao .

gtg n eat dinner liao .

buaiix !!

* LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS !!

and THE 6 REBELLIONS , of course .

xD

REPLIES :

to all my friends dat cared abt me when i was sad at dat time

THANKS FOR ALL UR CONSOLING ! I LOVE U ALL ALOT ! im feeling happy now xD !

yt LOL la (: HAHAHA . i speak human language though sometimes i do chirp? lol .

kf LOL obviously lar . had fun to day too (:

rx kkies , we'll jiayous de ! tanks xD .

teng LOL . u lor, cock-eyed , nv see the board . haiyo . hope u recover soon ! =)

zona meii kkies , i'll relink soon .

GT haha . gee, tanks . i like things dat are plain cos they are nice and cool at the same time . yea . xD

elvin haha . tanks alot ! (=

im happy lerr .

don worry .

cos it seems like everything is back to normal .

yayyy !

haha .

i love the 6 rebellions forever !!

i love the 6 rebellions forever !!

i love the 6 rebellions forever !!

we'll try to be as united as before, i hope .

guitar saved us !

isnt unbelivable ?

haha .

but not sure yet lar .

today had much fun with kf, tricia, yt , wf and wg .

at first, wanna go buy hairclip .

cos of wg lar .

wg wans to clip when washing face mah .

bo liao rite?

den yt n tri n wf kept hiding frm us or sth.

den suddenly we lost them .

haha .

but in the end we found them lar.

duh =.=

haha .

den dey went to the food junction dere to hide frm us

duno for wad ,

den a big bunch of sec 4s were eating dere ,

including my kor n derrick .

i think dey think we siao liao .

run here run dere ,

go in go out .

haha .

damn funny lar.

den after dat ,

wanted wg to find us while we hide .

den after dat, i gotta go home liao ma .

den we all wanted to go liao .

den we like so mean .

haha .

we tot wg would continue to find us .

but in the 1st place ,

we alrdy left lot 1.

confirm cant find us de .

hah .

den suddenly he appeared at the escalator ,

den we all like "oh, he's dere n he's coming "

den we walked off lor.

den he like buay song .

den after dat, we all ran .

haha .

he went towards the lrt dere .

hah , too bad for kf n tri .

lol .

luckily sia .

LOL .

okays don say i nv say ,

he got buy marshmallows for us .

haha .

he good rite.

lol .

too bad wt n wy nv go with us .

haiix .

but nvm ,

cos i think everything is fine now .

yayyy !

now once i tot of everything is good now ,

im so happy .

hahahhahaahahhahhahhahahahahaha

hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahhaahhahahahhahaha

hahahahahhahahahahahahhahahhahahahaahhahaahahahahahaha

hahhahaahahahahahaahah

im so crazy now yea?

LOL !

too happy liao .

lol .

true friends would be with you when you are in need .
i sometimes wonder who are my true friends .
haiix .
or maybe i don even have one .
but at least i have friends dat cares for me .
i really appreciate dat alot .
tanks alot !
now i am feeling better than ytd .
but then whenever im alone , or someone reminded me of it ,
i would become emo again .
dotts .
i want to leave dat sad place .
but sadly, i cant .
im too confused .
haiix .
i hope tmr i wld be feeling better .
i rather go camp now to leave dis sad place .
or maybe just holidays now .
sometimes i don even feel like going to skool .
im trying to cheer up sometimes .
but whenever i think of it ,
my heart wld bleed unconsciously
and i feel like crying .
den start to emo le .
sometimes i cant even pick myself up .
if u see me in sch emo-ing ,
means im really lonely .
i wish dere is someone dat i cld rely on now .
im just putting a brave front,
but im bleeding inside ..
i cant even bring myself to laugh or smile now .
dey don even treat me like a good friend now .
wad do u expect me to treat dem?
i can tok to them
but is dey don wanna tok to me .
wad can i do?
if u are a kind soul ,
u wanna help me ,
u can .
but i really duno hw u are going to help me .
u help me think .
heh .
anyway,
tanks for those who had encouraged me
either thru tags or msn or frenster or sms or moral support ,
i really appreciate it .
im trying to get through tis with ur support .
thanks !

im in skool now .
and im feeling very hurt by some ppl .
i dun understand why do u all hav to hurt me like dat .
i noe i hav done wrong in the first place.
but then its been a long time .
and cant u just simply forget abt it?
or maybe not forget .
just make friends again?
but not very good friends.
as u noe we cant go back to wad we are like in the past .
do u hav to hurt by tis way?
u shld noe wad i am toking abt .
if u really duno,
den i think u shld go and reflect on urself .
wateva it is ,
i just wanna say dat
don hurt me anymore .
cos im really hurt now .
nearly cried in class okays .
i noe i cant keep secrets and all .
okays maybe i can now .
cos i noe hw to emo le .
learnt frm kf .
LOL .
i noe u all hate me becos of dat rite?
but u don hav to hurt me again by doing dat .
i noe dat u all won patch up with me yea?
cos i noe u r maybe still angry with me , i guess .

sometimes, i really wonder dat if i had made the right chioce .
if not, i hope we could go back in time .
but dat's impossible .
i noe .
so hoped dat time could heal .
but time could make our relationship drift further away .
u all don even wanna tok to me .
i cant do anything .
i can tok to u but then its like im always the one toking to u instead .
i hope i can leave this sad place dat i am in now .
no one can understand my feelings now .
i don wan u to hate me forever .
but if u r really cruel and want to hate me forever,
den i cant do much abt it .
it not my chioce .
its urs .
wanna accept me back ,
its ur chioce .
im always open to u .
but it takes time to accept me fully.
i noe its hard .
and i don wanna be enemies with u .
if u really care abt me,
den u shld slowly accept .
and also take no offence to tis whole post .
i never hate anyone of u .
u all are still my good friends .
but if u mistreat me by hurting me again and again .
den i wld have to reconsider .
cos it wld not be worth it to me .
wanna tok to me ,
im open .
wateva it happens,
u all wld still be my good friendds .
dat's all i wanna say .

YESTERDAY 15 may 2007

went out to causeway with kf n frens to watch

SPIDERMAN 3 !

woots .

hah.

xD

it's so damn nice lar.

if u dun watch it, it's kinda wasted .

such a nice movie..

only abt $7 .

LOL !

i say until like i very rich lyke dat.

haha.

no lar, i not rich at all .

but i bought a nice nice black black zinc zinc bag !

weets !

i'm kinda lame.

and i noe itt.

hehes .

aiya, anyway, we had a fun time .

though we dint really tok much .

but laughing took more time than toking .

lol .

just kinda paiseh?

hah .

yarh, shld be lar .

LOL !

ate yonoshinya?

i think its spelled like dat?

aiya, anything lar.

xD

aiya, its like in the show,

dere's a scene where they showed

spidey n his stead lying on the spider web looking at the stars.

den i was like thinking of dat song

wo ke yi .

cos the lyrics got

wo ke yi pei ni qu kan xing xing .

hahaha .

=D

after the show, we saw kf's dad.

suddenly appeared frm no where like dat .

scare us sia .

den we like diao la .

after that went back to cck ,

den my dad was like waiting for me at the mrt station.

i was like dotts .

wadthehell .

though its for my safety and all , but..

haiix. nvm .

TODAY

went to sch ,

btw, ytd was marking day for us?

think so .

hah.

so kinda hols for us .

but only 1 day .

okays back to skool .

had this pet rocket enrichment for like the whole day.

wow.. i tot it was kinda sian .

but den ended kinda fun .

haha .

cos the part 1 started at abt 8.

den went to hall to see some videos .

den after dat, only like for less than half an hr,

go down to canteen

cos the graduating classes nid to use .

so we let them lor .

den in canteen,

damn lotsa ppl la .

den our blue shirt instructor,

went to call all the sec 4s n 5s to go out of the canteen .

so we can hav spaces to sit .

den sec4s n 5s like not happy .

den mr lau came to ask the sec 4s n 5s to go

den dey go de .

cos some of them haven finish eating .

LOL .

they all rush rush rush out of the canteen .

heh .

den we took the seats lor .

make the rocket and all .

cut here cut dere.

paste here paste dere .

den okay le .

our handmade rocket !

LOL !

nid 3 1.5 litres plastic bottles ley.

but i only brought 1 .

tsk tsk .

den kf also brought 1, but hers cannot use .

luckily mine can ley.

or else i buy for nothing sia .

den after dat ard 11,

went for launching .

damn fun lar .

but then get half of my uni wet .

oops .

den dry le .

actually we wanted to go home de.

cos we saw a lot of ppl goin home.

den daddy say got the security guard stop us frm goin out of sch .

den cannot go home liao lo.

but we tot of ways .

but in the end ,

nv go home la.

see we so guai .

haha .

den part 2, is where they ask us to do a parachute .

with the rocket la.

i tot last yr we did liao?

haiyo.

they say wad advanced de course .

like no difference ley.

diao .

wateva lar.

but tis yr de more fun ley.

dunno why .

hehe .

den after lauching,

or maybe before lauching,

nadia came to use the plastic bottle fill of water

to pour on warah n asyqin.

den me n kf was like quite close to dem .

so she like shun bian spray us .

wah lao la.

before lauchin alrdy wet until like dat.

oh ya ,

during part 1 lauching dat time.

sufiena accidentally poured onto my skirt .

den like so wet liao lar.

but nvm lar.

oh continue frm dere .

at the field there,

nadia only like come after me la

nv go after kf .

wth.

den i was like alrdy wet liao la.

den i go n fill up to take revenge .

hah .

but since nadia so far away in the field ,

then yuting like so near

just beside only.

cos she came to fill up too.

so just poured on her .

LOL !!

she was like wahlaoeh .

haha .

den i run liao lo.

i noe i will sure get wet dao ..

i purposely de lar.

i noe i wld get it sooner or later.

LOL !!

den laura was like quite near

so i ask her for help?

heh .

she wanted to get wet on her skirt .

so we poured on it .

lol lame rite?

haha .

den i was alrdy like wet frm head to toe?

hah ,

but i really dun mind lar .

but its all fun !

LOL !

me n kf dint stay back for theory .

tsk .

heck care lar .

its like so sian de lor.

a lot of ppl went off like so much earlier before us .

so we counted as guai liao lo.

LOL .

oh yea ,

sorry ms ho !!!

we totally disappoint u , i noe !

cos we lazy to bring our guitars to sch mah .

and somemore on dat day still nid to bring .

very mah fan .

plus i also nv play until so well lo.

but i duno y ernest choose me la.

i sincerely apologised to u !!

im really sorry !!

=((

haiix..

duno wad we are goin to do tmr sia .

hope not some lame things.

hah .

okays blog until here lar.

very long liao le .

lol .

to whoever who is reading tis,

to be

HAPPY N SMILE ALWAYS !

xD

REPLIES:

stan hey kor !! nice to see u here . lol ! xD

kf LOL so concidence . u n ___ tagged ! hah . aiya the pic very small meh? u blind ar? lol . i've blogged so long . hah .

eliza gees, tanks ! wow..cool at vivo havin maths trail sia .

ginny heyys !! tanks ! of cos, i also miss the fun training we had . yeah , nid to face the reality . i will support u too !! <33>

BLOGGED THIS SPECIALLY FOR :
MY MOM & GRANNY !

i love you , mummy !

&

i love you too, granny !

&

you two are the best in the world to me !

I LOVE YOU FOREVER !! xD

happy mothers' day to all moms in the world !

though i am two days late .

but everyday is mothers' day .

not just on the 13 May .

M is for the million things she gave me .

O means only that she's growing old .

T is for the tears she shed to save me .

H is for her heart of purest gold .

E is for her eyes, with love-light shining .

R means right, and right she'll always be .

Put them together, they spell " MOTHER " .

A word that means the world to me .

By Howard Johnson

harlows ! came blogging again .

cos like nothing to do?

haha. okays.

just feelin bored now.

ytd, had maths trail.

its kinda of boring?

but okies lar,

i still can tahan .

just thinking abt other things.

so had no mood to do maths Qns.

LOL !

aiya, i duno wad to blog ley.

today is marking day yea?

i think so.

so no school !

kinda of sian at home.

but lata going out.

so nvm.

must tahan in the morning n afternoon.

evening time den can go out.

morning over le.

still hav 5 more hrs !

argh !

i really duno wad to do at home sia.

can someone tell me?

or suggest ?

haiix.

damn sian lar

i rather go to sch lor.

aiya, staying at home is like

rotting lor.

but then tmr, got wad pet rocket thingy.

haiix.

nid 3 1.5 litre plastic bottles.

where to get?

obviously buy lar.

but very waste money ley.

haiyo.

just for dat pet rocket.

sianz.

now i more n more like kf le.

keep sian-ing.

dotts.

okays nvm la.

at least i blogged !!

oh ya, hw's my new blogskin?

give comments ley !!

tanks !

REPLIES:

kf LOL okays i put darker colours can?

tricia why u shocked ley? tag me again.

rx mummy i linked le !

jl kor i blogged le k !

nat okays i will link u soon. xD

heyys ! im back frm downtown east. YAYYYY !! so damn fun lar. hehs. i told giff dat i wanna blog de. so im here to blog. haha. can only choose to go either WWW or esacpe. so obviously i wanna go WWW lar. got water nicer mah. hehs. went in with dad n giff n his dad. lol. his dad dint go n play, just sit there to do his work. haha. lame rite? so..me n giff n dad went to play ! shiok sia. its like kinda reliving stress. lol ! ya really good for reliving stress. tell u why lar. cos there are times where u played tis thrilling game - samsung , u sure shout de. cos giff , even the ular-lah , he also din shout lar. to him, not scary at all. but to me, its like the 1st time, so very scary cos very bumpy. ahaha. but after a few times, very fun ! hehes. i not scared le. i still wanna play somemore lo. hehs =] my dad n giff wanted to play the waterworks, then cos one by one so i scared, and also i nv try before. so don dare lo. but eventually, i did pick up my courage to try, so its fun ! or else i missed this opportunity, must wait until next yr then can play. haha. both of the water works i tried. yayyyyy ! wo gu qi wo de yong qi ley. haha. suddenly tot of sha sha de yong qi. LOL. after dat , went to play sky rider. at the turning pt , giff scared . haha. den cos of influence, i also kinda of scared. but i concentrated on cycling. lol. den went to play the tunami ? duno hw to spell la. den went to shiok river play with floats . hehes . den went to the children de playgrd. yippee ! lol. its the name. haha. den went to the samsung ! woots. in my whole life , okays maybe since last yr, i nv tot dat i wld even dare to try dat lar. den duno why, at dat moment, i felt like trying, like very fun like dat mah, plus no one dere, so no nid to queue up. lol . lame reason . den we carry the float until like wanna die lo, so heavy lar. went up liao , the crew dere ask me wat's my age den he was like "is it 13?" den when i say 14, den the other crew said "haha, i told u " lol. we were laughing with dem lar. haha. den we sat in the float, dere's like no seat belt or anything lo. then i was sitting in the facing down direction when goin down lar. its like u are falling down lo. kinda of like commiting sucide like dat . lol. den giff starting to get scared le. anyway, i shouted real loud until got ppl looked at us . giff also shouted amazingly. LOL. so he was really scared, lol . he like wanna cry dat kind of look . hahaa. xD . den after that we went back to put the float, got quite a handful of ppl were queuing up liao. maybe see us play like so fun, so they also wanna try. lol, maybe . its like the most thrilling n memorable time in my whole life . wow..LOL. i still cant forget the feeling when we were going down . wah damn scary lar. den went to the yakult there for fun lo. den played with the squirt water at other ppl de thing. den abt 3, went to bathe. wah i totally hate it lar. so many ppl den the ppl take very long to bathe lo. wait until like 30 mins long. =.= . dotts. den after went to eat kfc. lol. den went for personal work . aiya, den went for dinner n all la. ard 8, i was at lot 1. i wanna buy bag mah. yayyyy !! they agreed ! im gonna get a zinc sling bag ! woots. i've been waiting .. LOL ! so happy sia. $39.90 ley ! they are so good lor ! haha. they may not be the best parents in the world, but they had done their best for their children . yeah, i agree. but then i think they are the best parents to me . lol. so..oh ya ! i've become tan-ed. yayyyyy !! hahaha. my nose there alrdy become dark . woots. so don hav 2 marks there cos of my specs. lol. i duno if i wear specs nicer or without. hehs. giff say he duno. my dad say can dun wear specs also can. but if i nv wear specs, i not use to it ley. but at www, i din lar. obviously. and ppl nv look at me weirdly or sth, so i think its quite okay . lol. i can see without specs la. but then not very clear . like duh . not perfect eyesight mah . den after the trip to www, i've got red cheeks? lol. my dad n mum n aunt veron say de. lol. diao lar. tan mah . good ! haha. even my hands n legs are reddish now . like duh . haha. den now watching weekly 8? ya shld be. zhou ri ba dian dang . lol. very funny lar. okays i think i hav blogged enff . giff must see hor ! lol . and also i very tired le cos today 6.45 wake up . den plus all the swimming n playing n walking makes me exhausted . haha. eyes wanna close le . wad to do ? slp lar ! lol.

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jl kor: i told u on msn le. yeah must spread happiness ! (:
wy: WANYING !!! wow. u tagged me ! yayy !! u all can also hav a chance to go nx yr mah, though u all dint get to go with us tis yr . haiix sad . some other ppl also mah. so don be sad . cheer up ! and tanks for ur wish to us !! xD
ql: wow . u tagged me after such a long time hor.. LOL ! kkies tag u soon . i know him through pri 6 tuition. lol.
laura: LOL ! tanks for ur help ! u've got magic power yea ? lol. can cure me so easily . haha. yea i also like my old self too ! xD

hahaha ! shiok sia. NOW EXAMS OVER LE ! woots. so happy sia ! cos no need every night mug mug mug liao . hehs . very tiring de ley . hahaha. so..now life is damn good lar. now only waiting for results, nxt mon got maths trail, den got the beijing trip preparation lor. hah. yayyyyyyyyy !! hehs =] today got physics exam, which is like the last paper ! yeah ! after dat 1h of rushing , and woots, all exams are over ! lol. hahaha, so cool. den we went to the library, den we saw peisi n peiling playing the game of life. lol. den we also joined in lor. me n kf team-ed. haha. so funny lar. den peisi say they goin to do d&t so we follow dem lor. actually we dunno can do or not de, cos ms ng say our timeslot is 1-4pm. so we dint noe, den we do ours lo. 2a n 2c n 2h after exam do dnt, den i think 2b, 2d n 2g? shld be ba. i dun noe where's 2e n 2f lar. maybe they finish le? i duno. actually we don halfway then i nid to call my mom, den after dat, when we deciding if we shld call tricia to ask them come n do, cos we needa discuss abt the model. den we duno her hp no. so call her hse, den duno her mom or grandma pick up, den i ask her where is tri. den she say she not in sch meh? like very shocked like dat. lol. haha. den when they came , while i was sanding the acrylic, lol. den we did until 1.30, me n kf left cos we alrdy did like 3-4 hrs le. sian dao.. we help them liao so they only nid to do the pasting n base for themselves only lo. we are so kind. hahaha. den i borrow tri's hp, den went to somewhere to call . den we saw mr low, den quickly run. haha. so damn funny lar. lol. den went to lot 1. go eat kfc. lol. den suddenly kf say she saw a lot of ppl. i also wad. lol. da bu liao.. oh ya, and in sch saw derrick n my kor. hah, derrick waved to us. den my kor just looked with his funny smile which makes me laugh, unknowingly n i duno why. LOL ! no offence ar, kor ! den erm..saw upper secs in lot 1 de kfc. lol . n some 2a-ians. den went walking ard lot 1 . we went to find bags, actually and supposedly is i wan to buy de. den my laogong lor, becos of my influence, den also wanna buy bags. lol. so we went to search for ncie bags lor. but its either to ex or not nice. haiix. den we dint buy la. plus we don hav money. hah, in canteen i wanna call my mom again then i dint bring my wallet down, and lazy to go up to take again, so actually wanted to borrow a pathetic 10cents frm my kor de. but then aiya, forget it. ya then back to lot 1 , maybe u duno wad i am saying la, den forget tht part, b4 goin back, we saw 2c-ians but not those guys lar, its other guys, u noe wad i mean, kf. den went back lor, cos very tired liao . last nite, i slept at 11.30? ard there la. den woke up at 5.15 . lol . so now blogging lor. haha. i played comp like frm 3-9. lol. 6 hrs ! wah. lol.. happy sia. played neopets tis afternoon. i noe its lame lar. but im not the only one. hehs.kinda of fun lor. den till now, i haven slp yet . nvm. tmr going to WWW n escape . lol. only gifford going, laureen not going sia. haiix . but nvm, at least beta then nothing. lol. 7.30 am ! haiix. nvm i can wake up de lar. i can wake up at 5.15 . y cannot wake up at 7.30am? haha. cos its a sat ! lol. always slp until 10 de. hehes. sorry i nv reply the tags hor. now i reply.

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ahwei : haha..alrdy knock liao la. dun de chun jing chi okays.. im at a disadvantage lor. wle ! bei ni knock...=.=
wenji: HEYYS ! lol. tanks for tagging ! (:
kf: ya..lol lame yea? i noe.. xD
IIEXLOBBEMIIESNAMMIEX: who the hell r u? frm ibex? lol. wo gen ni you chou ma? i also nv say i chio wad. diao ley u.
najiha: harlows !!! tanks for tagging . i will tag u soon k ! (:

YES ! can post le ! hahaha. sorry hor, the previous post was really emo de . LOL . now im okay le. its not dat the problem had been solved or wat so ever. but i've cultivated a positive mindset ! whaha. arent i pro? lol.
dun look back to the past, but look forward to the future. xD heh heh. i won be updating anything la. just telling you tat i am in the midst of exams. so dun come n kajiao me ar. esp some ppl.. lol. after exams, i am goin crazy !! hahaha. must clear all our 6 rebellions problem ! is maybe the 1st thing tat i wanna do? lol. okies. wait till then. hahaa. okays. tis post is very lame, i noe. the other post was like no hahaha-ing lo. or lol-ing. sad rite.. first time write until like tat ley. my mood as so damn foul la. but now, i have decided to be happy, so i am happy ! lol. im so lame. hehees. anyway, today had lit exam. wow..it was so amazing tat i hav kinda of finish it la. its like some Qns r so damn hard. aiya i anyhow do de. wad to do? cant leave it blank ma. so anyhw write lo. heh no choice la. if its normal daily work, i will leave blank ba. but exams no choice, hav to try. no matter wad. LOL. 3 more papers and FINISH !! woots. happy liao . when results come out then nervous lo. haha. take each day at a time. im like toking crap. lol. i dunno why i suddenly so happy ley. maybe cos now blogger can work, so i can post? haha. maybe.. LOL.
i've promise laura to be happy n im happy now. relax laura, i've regained my old self. LOL. tanks for ur enouragement. through the 3 tags.
forget all your worries and look to the furture that awaits you. (:

haiix. tis thing had been in my mind for lyke 3 days? i cant even sleep lo. its like even u see me slping, u tot i am slping, but the fact is that my mind is not fully in a slping mode yet. still thinking abt dat thing. wle ! i cant slp properly. now the thing is tat everyone is alrdy goin to patch up except me. cos A doesnt not wan to. A is still angry with me. but i dun see y she has to be angry with me for so long. last time, if we even argue, the very new day we alrdy patch up liao. now..haiix. its really frustrating. but ytd, we had a meeting with A & B. to say all our unhappiness out. we nearly break up our whole relationship. NEARLY. but then at least there is still a bond between us, dat stops us from breaking. it wld really hurts if we really break. they think i am the leader among them. its like they also got voice out mah. not only me. but they only see me voicing out. wth. and their inference is that i am their leader, like i am squealer and they r the animals. its really annoying and frustrating. for me, its really unfair lo. its not like they keep following me wad. wle ! i nearly shouted at them. okay, maybe i did in the canteen. i really cant take it liao. im goin crazy. actually they wanted to go to the canteen to vent their anger . then we were like alrdy lowering ourselves to follow them liao lo. wat else they still want? warah our middleman is trying make things easier for us. after i shouted, i nearly wanted to cry, but obviously i dint. my mood was really foul. though i did not show it. these few days, cos got exams, i cant really concentrate like tat lo. i think i will screw up my eng n chi papers la. omg lo. 2 very important papers. i was like writing crap. i even cried in my bed last nite, but not very serious tat kind la. wed, goin back to sch, goin to face them again. dnt me n kf doin with them. its a very gd opportunity to communicate with them. i noe. haiyo. i wish everythin could go back in time n i could hav change everything. maybe we r still very good frens like before. haiix. i admit that i am partly at fault. but can u all not push all the blame on me? its not totally my fault okay..its like really sad for me. wle ! i only can sing with the music to vent my anger and forget all my worries of this world. i really want to disappear for this period of time for them to cool down. i think my best fren is now only kf ba, though A was my bestie once. but now she becos of this matter she angry with me for so long. i feel tat she dun wan to even forgive me like tat lo. its the first time that i experience tis kinda pain n hurt. i really weak at all tis. i feel lyke abandoning tis whole thing. though i noe its irresponsible of me. i think after all tis thing, i had become more mature in my thinking. wish nothing like dis had ever happened to us. i really wish..first time kinda of emo not in sch, but more at home. but i wont show my feelings to anyone. i hope to go back like last time de me. i duno if B is even angry with me. but then i dun think so. cos A was my bestie last time, so she expects me to tell her everything. but i dint. and she felt betrayed?! OH MY TIAN ! like tat is betray meh? she even called us friends-stealer. wle ! hw can she even say it man? it really hurts me. i think its a test to see hw strong is our friendship. if u see the me in sch, its just me putting a brave front. i really cant take it le. i really hope tat someone could share my burdens with me, and lend me a shoulder to cry on..*sobs. lets hope bygones be bygones. i am really very tired le. i really am..